Dugaan

Sabar je la kan dgn perkara yg sedang terjadi...bakal terjadi...dan telah terjadi....
Ya Allah...kuatkan semangatku...
Nak kawin pun stress ke?...
Mungkin terlalu memikirkan tanggungjawab yg bakal digalas...
Mungkin memikirkan apa yg bakal diduga..??
Sekarang pn da macam2 dugaan aku terima..
Tapi aku redha sekiranya cahaya kebahagian bakal menjelma suatu hari nanti...
Semoga aku kuat dan tabah utk hadapi semua ini...

My Engagement

Salam kawan2....

Pada tarikh 25 Disember 2010 lepas, saya telah selamat ditunangkan dengan MOHD REEZA BIN YUSOF...buah hati mengerang jantung saya selama 5 tahun lebih selama ni...Alhamdulillah, syukur ke hadrat Ilahi kerana mempermudahkan persedian untuk majlis dan majlis tersebut...InysaAllah, ada rezeki...4 June 2011 kami akan melangsungkan perkahwinan...

so ni la antara gambar-gambar masa pertunangan aku...hehehe...cantik x?

Inspire Me...

In This Song

I may not know
where I’m going now
this broken road
trying' to tear me down
but deep inside I found

the sacred place
that I never knew
where I feel safe
when the world is untrue
here's what I learned to do

just sing this song
and it takes me right back
where I belong
and everyday there's a new bridge
to cross but I’m never
far from home
if i give my heart my soul my whole in this song

I don't depend on friends
cause they come and go
my belief in myself
is gonna carry me thru
that’s why I’m learning
I’m learning now
I’m learning to sing

just sing this song
and it takes me right back
where I belong
cause everyday there's a new bridge
to cross but I’m never
far from home
if i give my heart my soul my whole

I may not have all the words
that i need to say it
no I won't always be strong
but I’m never afraid
cause I hold my destiny
it depends on me alone
alone

so just sing this song
and it takes me right back
where I belong
and everyday there's a new bridge
to cross but I'm never
far from home
if i give my heart my soul my whole
I keep giving my heart my soul my whole
in this song
in this song
in this song

Berfikir Sejenak

kekadang aku terfikir...apa yg aku bt ni...apa yg berlaku...mcm mane aku blh jd mcm ni...knp aku blh dpt sume ni...???

penah x korg fikir benda yg sama...???

tu la takdir namanya...kita xth ape yg bakal terjadi...kita x sedar knp kita hadapi sume tu...tp kita sering pertikaikan...knplah kita kene mcm ni...kita slalu mengeluh dulu, kemudian br nk sedar kan dan redha dgn sume yg berlaku...

kenapa...???

ianya berlaku kt aku jgk...sbb tu Allah duga aku dgn mcm2...org yg x bersyukur mmg Allah uji dgn mcm2 ujian...utk sedarkn hambaNya supaya sentiasa bersyukur...tp aku...???...kadang2 terlupa utk bersyukur...betapanya teruk aku ini, menjadi hamba ciptaanNya...syukuri la segala nikmat yg telah diberikn oleh Allah kpd kita...

redha...perkataan yg sgt mudah utk lafazkn tp sukar utk lakukan...begitu juga dgn sabar...hmmm...byk yg perlu dipelajari...blaja utk jd seorg yg kuat...blaja utk jadi seorg yg tabah...blaja utk jd seorg yg sabar dan redha...mampukah aku...???

mampu atau tidak...bkn itu persoalnya...kita mesti sabar dan redha dgn ketentuan Allah s.w.t...tp kita slalu alpa...blaja utk menerima akn ketentuan Allah...wlupn Allah duga kita dgn pelbagai racun...akn ada penawar di kemudian hari...berkat sabar dan redha la Allah akn berikn kpd kita penawar...

Fahim's Four Course

Hai kawan2...hehehe...seperti entry di atas...hehehe...fahim sbnrnya adik kepada my fren 'ili shazwani'...fahim amik diploma in culinary art...then for his final project...he had to manage a kitchen to cook and serve food for about 60 persons...then ili ask for our support...then all the GSC said, no problem...why dont we give a try...nk mkn ala2 mat salleh kn...bila lg...bkn dpt slalu kn....the menu was superb...excellent...good job fahim...all the best to you, fahim.....

then, tiba la masa utk gambar2 yg mcm bagus kn...masing2 camera detector...tp camera handfon ku yg comel xla dpt amik gmbr yg bagus2 kn...at least ada utk kenangan...hehehe

ili & nadiah - dua2 comel (sila byr ye nadiah)...hehehe

ni plak paie & amir (amir ni BF paie) - loving couple

am & faezah - yg ni ape plak aku nk ckp...hmmm...no comment la

aku & am - i think am was my male best fren i ever had kot...kn am?

actually ada lagi sorg ms ni..iaitu fendy..kwn kpd ili...x amik gmbr dia..sian dia...sorry fendy...i lupa...hehehe

then we move to the meal picture...hehehe...yummy....

ni roti tau...klu sape2 xth roti tu mcm mane rupanya...hehehe...ktorg duduk je kt meja..dpt roti ni...nice, soft, moist and very enjoyable to eat....hahahaha

move to appetier - golden dragon prawn coated julenne sprin roll served with orange souce

after that the soup - minestrone ~ a tomato based vegetable soup served with parmesan cheese

then the main course - beef galantine ~ vegetables stuffed beef tenderloin served with Harissa sauce and pilaf rice....gambar ni x cantik sbb lupa nk amik ms mula2 meal ni diserve....da mkn br ingat nk amik...hehe

then last but not least...the dessert - triffle ~ a layered of cream custard, sponge cake with strawberry sauce and fruits.....hehehehe

this one souvenier from mak ili....home made chocolate....so nice...

the night was great and we having fun during our meal....hehehe...thank you fahim for ur lovely dishes....i really enjoy it....thank you ili for invited us to support ur brother...thank u everyone...(mcm artis plak)....hehehe...tata

Pre-Engagement

hmmm....aku nk tunang this coming 25th of December...insyaAllah...segala preparation aku da dan tgh bt...wahhhh...sgt penat even br nk tunang...blm lg kawin...

thank you to all my fren who help in this preparation especially to najwa, ili, paie, biha, adik aku kinah dan am...hehehe..diaorg la aku da susahkn dgn sesuka hati utk teman aku beli brg ape sume...sian diaorg...thank you darlings...love u all always...

hantaran aku kaler biru, hitam dan putih...aku nk htr 7 hantaran sbb reza kata dia nk htr 5 hantaran...mula2 nk kaler tema hantaran hitam & putih...tp bila tgk org2 lain yg bt hitam & putih, the outcome of the hantaran nampak mcm pucat je...x naik kaler dia...so, aku decide utk tmbh kaler biru berpadanan dgn baju tunang aku yg mempunyai kaler yg sama...luckily, my mom puas hati dgn hantaran...then for the sirih junjung...(junjungla sirih tu)...hehehe..my mom nk bt sndr...then aku beli brg je la...hehehe...


move to goodies bag preparation at kampung...my mom sgtla excited...smp da beli sume goodies py py termasuk la coklat la ape la...mgkn mak da lama x kenduri kendara kot...last time was my sister wedding..i think about 3 to 4 years ago...so, mood tu da hilang kejap..skrg ada blk...hahaha...

then smlm, aku cr kain utk baju akad nikah...reza nk kaler putih atau light grey je dia kata...then aku mencari peneman utk teman aku g pilih kain sbb aku sgtla x pandai dlm bab memilih ni sbnrnya...kolot skit aku ni...hehehe...akhirnya, mohd khairul amri a.k.a am....yg dpt teman aku....am siap gaduh yg anak tauke jakel tu...smp aku jd panik...knp am blh mara mcm tu sbb aku x penah tgk am mara sbnrnya...hehehe...tp bagus sgt bawa am...am sgt pandai memilih...knp x bw reza..???..hehe...sbb nk surprise kt reza...hehehe...surprise ke nnt..???...hmmm...xth la...hehehe

so, yg tggl hanyalah nk beli tudung utk baju tunang dan vel sj...so, yg tu xth la bila nk g beli...kene tggu gaji la plak...smlm beli baju da sengkek...kene jimat2...hahaha...

Adam & Hawa

Hawa diciptakan dari tulang rusuk Adam,
Bukan dari kepalanya untuk dijadikan atasannya,
Bukan dari kakinya untuk dijadikan alasannya,
Melainkan dari sisinya untuk dijadikan teman hidupnya,
Dekat pada lengan untuk dilindunginya dan dekat di hati untuk dicintainya.